I'm Here!

I went into Friday's appointment unsure of my plans for the following week. I received my treatment and when I turned to the technician she said, "see you on the 7th. Have fun in Colorado." FINALLY I got a response that actually acknowledged the many conversations that we were all having. So, on Monday morning instead of jumping on the freeway I boarded a plane to Steamboat Springs, Colorado.

I have thought back a few times since then about my part in directing my care. I didn't want to do that at all. I knew if I didn't go it would be difficult for me. Scott would have left four kids with me and left with only one. If I went, I would be taking a break from my treatment and I have wondered many times if that will alter the efficacy of my treatment. So I guess only time will tell.

The nurses and all those I saw on Friday seemed to think it was not really a big deal. I am resting as much as I can and my skin is getting a much needed break. My hip bone is hurting more and I will need to ask about that when I return. I am somewhat afraid of the answer so I haven't yet mentioned it to anyone. I know, that's not good Stacey :-)

My family has all arrived safely in Colorado and I am going to give it my best shot to try to forget that this is part of my life for the mean time. I need a decent break from tumors, hospitals and radiation. I am thankful to be in this beautiful place with family and friends.